Light as a Feather, Thick as a Stick

maybe if i lose 20 pounds ill get a boyfriend

at least i hope

i hate being unloved AND fat

(Source: jaime-s)

I really need to get back on top of things.

I used to be so good at just going straight to my room and staying there.

I never needed to go down and eat something.

If I did go downstairs, it was to get a few almonds and some water.

Tomorrow, I will be better.

I hate going through this whole, will I go back or won’t I thing.

I will go back to how it was before, but it won’t be the same.

It will be better.

I don’t know if that’s a good thing or not yet.

Most likely not.

It feels like everyone around me has been yelling at me to lose weight.

My friends.

My voice teacher.

Even my mom.

I really need to go buy the super dieter’s tea tomorrow. I’ve been meaning to do it for over a month but I will definitely be doing it tomorrow.

I’m trying the Sassy Water Diet tomorrow!

It’s supposed to flatten your tummy in four days.

Let’s see what happens! :)

Here’s a link-

Small portions.

Healthy foods.

Two meals a day.

Done.

I even talked to my mom about it and she said she’d do the same thing!

SO.

I think I’ll be able to do it this year!

I’m going to be taking three dance classes a week this year so there’s my exercise and if I keep with this then I’ll be all set!